Having a great day. Haven't done anything besides being on the water. Still desperately need to do laundry..still need to go grocery shopping, still need to do alot of little things around the house ..but h\ haven't found the tie or energy to do them. I'm having too much fun just, Being. Besides my boss pissing me off every now and then, I'm pretty much good. The high season is here, which means that money is to be made in excess. Many hours on the water again and it feels great. Life pulls us out of our comfort zom\nes, only to reassure us that things only get more interesting once we step out of our boundaries. The only problem is that I find that I have reestablished my comfort zone to include St. Maarten....What a beautiful island to live in/on. So I wish to leave....simply because I love it here. THere's this yearning within that seeks new adventures, and although I haven't seen everything this island has to offer, I've seen enough to know that I can make it here, so I wish to go further...somewhere where I can test my skills even more, push my boundaries even further, and see a new horizon. I realize that I love to travel to "unknown" places...unknown to me at least. I have to wish to live a life that is preestablished and designed to accomodate the mass populace. I wish to go far and beyond anything I've been taught to accept. To see new plaes and new people for no other reason than to do it and enjoy the experience. Will this all happen, maybe, maybe not...but I will try my best to make it so. Home will always be there...thats one of the benefits of home, that it will always be a source of comfort...I do not seek comfort....in order to grow, one must reach beyond comfort and into the great vast void of potential promise.....only there will one know what they are made of...and take the lessons from prefious journeys into new expeditions...this is my goal...and we shall see what comes of it.
We are living in exciting times and I wish to live it up as much as I can, for no other reason than to satisfy my curiosityabout this world we live in. In 40 years, if I were to live that long, I want to look back and say yes....I did it unlike anyone else....which may not be the case in reality, but when my days are done, I want my story to be unique, and inspiring....what story is it? I don't know yet, but the only way to find out is to go further, deeper and faster into this world of experiences that are there, waiting to be had. I've finally reached a point where I can say that I have submitted myself to the will of the universe. I have consciously put all my faith and trust in the universe to provide for me, everything I will ever need and want, and all I have to do is believe that in the end, things will work themselves out in a way that I can never imagine with my limited perspective. Once you reach that point....so much stress is relieved and so many opportunities present themselves and so much promise is to be had. Things will never be perfect, but once you know that it will be OK in the end, it frees your mind and grants you the space to move freely and without any hinderance.This sounds almost religious, and I am a mn that despises religion for I believe that it is a way for men to keep other men at bay and in a submissive state. However this feeling that I am sure is real, is somehow similar to those felt by followers of a sect, but without the dogma. I realize that it is not "religion" I despise...it is the dogma that propells religion. THe narrow minded views of those in power to control the masses mby promising an everlasting love under certain circumstances. The basic message of most religions overlap and have pure foundations, but have been tainted by human perception and interpretations. Such a simple message has been used to wage wars. and much worse. I cannot willingly accept these "truths". I know what I believe and it is this fact that allows me to move confidently and securely in this world because I believe that the simple message that resonates throuout all things is a positive one and can nver be used for malicious ends.
This faith must be learned through trials and errors....and boy have I erred. It is only recently that I've noticed certain trends in life that repeat and seem to be pointing to a certain path...one that I cannot descrbe in words, but one that includes all beings and is clearly on a positive tangent. Everyday clues are made manifest, and if only we can pay attention to these clues and use them to make better decisions in the future, there will be nothing fear or worry about for we will know that everything that is made manifest is made good. I see this now for the first time, and I am glad that this insight was done without the tainted lens of dogmatic principles.
So yea, all in all, I'm having a good day but my time is nearly up and I am hungry so till next time....
ONE LOVE and be well.
King
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